Are you afraid
Are you hurt
Where are you
Stop throwing sand
Into the corners
Of my eyes
You know it
We won’t win
We all do
The lost blood
Should remind us
We’ve been here
Gas and fire
A broken hope
Tunnels, more guns
Will cause vengeance
More hardened voices
The rising youth
Memories of this
Wedge into mind
And hard wire
To mask it
Justify the cause
You crouch down
With your fingers
Held firm together
To gather gold
Death in hand
Your only goal
To mask it
Sand sand sand
Up, away, down
Clouding the sky
You can try
To distract us
Blind our courage
You will not
It must stop
It will end
Category Archives: Poems
Care
Can’t save time,
only spend it.
Your currency; care.
Eye mask
so I wouldn’t wake
when the light came.
Water
on the side
clear jug.
I arrive
home
somewhere new.
Green square
Misplaced
on the way here
until, when I arrived
there was no one
The thought
of nodding
giving
‘good morning’
I enter,
green mowed grass
swings and
goalposts
A square
open
today
empty
Bliss.
I’ll walk
it
slow
Yellow
The clenched fist rarely pays somehow it knows to loosen Petals, the yellow type like their sun, round pale and gold lift like fingers release, now open to feel touch soak then pour through hard shafts their green blood Arrival Into June a soft month to be
Red kite
You used to fly them
on a string
you gave to the wind
I’d watch you
Dad
chopping up clouds
You’d let me
under your arms
to hold on
Something
would grow
fastened to you
When we moved here
mum told be about these
big birds, Red kites
Moon eyes
earth brown wings
triangle tails
There are loads
overhead
looking down
I loved that kite
cause I knew
you loved it too
Maybe there was something
for you
at the end of that string
That these Red kites
in the sky
see too
Music
I am it
open
my heart gives
as the warm air
rises, a climb
beyond
bodies
to joy
I am spirit
Notes
strings
open then close
galvanising
flesh on the bone
to jolt
jiggle
feverish happiness
alive
in me
Colours
are colours
I have met
in a dream
only once
a taste
so sweet
everlasting
now
etched
I dance
Love doesn’t say much
days roll
evenings patient with us.
We are vulnerable
that is enough.
I heat half the bbq
salad and cheese and hot tea
the cold is held back
early summer, new air
we breathe.
Give me only this.
Never strip
this stillness
for as long as we sit
I dance
Its ok
You jump up
to be held,
excited
now settled.
I worry
when you get sick.
It’s not like I can ask
if today is any better.
I take my time
looking into you.
We can’t hold eye contact.
Don’t have to.
‘It can’t be comfortable’,
I say.
But boney knees
are rest.
‘What do you want’,
I ask.
Then you turn
and I know it’s ok.
From inside
Like a penny down a well
clanging
until the noise stops
it’s value lost
to the pit
Anxiety
is in no way gradual
pages unfold
faster than a hand
can hold
Hope
lost
to a fleshy belly
feeding
from inside
Grounded hands
My hands are black with hope
from living in the earth.
Soil sunk into my rinkles
of skin and mind
Memories. I am young
we are making cake
hands full of flour, sweet sugar
A separate chocolate bowl for me
Not much has changed really.
Still resist it.
Too slow to do what I should
too fast to quit when I shouldn’t
Leave me here
holding on
like we used to.
I remember